transgender dysphoria
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not recognizing
in the mirror
this face of a man
she tries to wipe away
his image
rubbing desperately
at the mirror's surface
she searches
for the image
of the beautiful woman inside.
Friday, December 30, 2011
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
mobile art by Kayla
please excuse the clutter, this mobile hangs in my studio\hobby room . The mobile is made from my collage sketches,bamboo and some string! The secret to designing a mobile sculpture is to start at the bottom and work your way to the top....michaela
here is another view
i really enjoy mobiles, they are always changing their composition......michaela
here is another view
i really enjoy mobiles, they are always changing their composition......michaela
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Fighter kite art
here is another kite that i designed and built recently, i was able to use acetone to remove color from its mylar sail to give a three panel effect....michaela
kite specs:
sail area 1.25 sq. ft.
sail loading 0.26 oz./ft.sq.
wingspan 20 inches
spine 18 inches (bamboo)
aspect ratio 1.1
wingtips @ 45% of spine length
bow .05 carbon fiber rod
bow length 23.6 inches (.05 carbon fiber rod)
bow ratio 0.848
kite specs:
sail area 1.25 sq. ft.
sail loading 0.26 oz./ft.sq.
wingspan 20 inches
spine 18 inches (bamboo)
aspect ratio 1.1
wingtips @ 45% of spine length
bow .05 carbon fiber rod
bow length 23.6 inches (.05 carbon fiber rod)
bow ratio 0.848
Monday, December 5, 2011
Fighter kite by Kayla
just finished building a new fighter kite and wanted to show it to you
The sail is made from mylar, i used acetone to remove the red color resulting in a 2 panel look!
for those interested in the design specs
sail area - 1.22 sq.ft.
aspect ratio 1.22
bow .05 carbon fiber rod
bow length 23.8 inches
bow ratio 0.869
wingspan 20.75 inches
wingtips @ 50% spine length
spine length 17 inches ( bamboo spine )
sail loading 0.28 oz/sq ft
i look forward to its first flight or i should say our first dance!!......michaela
The sail is made from mylar, i used acetone to remove the red color resulting in a 2 panel look!
for those interested in the design specs
sail area - 1.22 sq.ft.
aspect ratio 1.22
bow .05 carbon fiber rod
bow length 23.8 inches
bow ratio 0.869
wingspan 20.75 inches
wingtips @ 50% spine length
spine length 17 inches ( bamboo spine )
sail loading 0.28 oz/sq ft
i look forward to its first flight or i should say our first dance!!......michaela
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Nicholas Virgilio haiku
i have always been a fan of the late American haiku poet Nicholas Virgilio.
At a poetry reading i met his brother Tony, who talked with me about Nicks
early days writing haiku, i really enjoyed our conversation about Nick's life.
i would like to include a few of the poems we discussed.
the following haiku poems were written by Nicholas Virgilio:
lily
out of the water
out of itself
over spatterdocks
turning at corners of air
dragonfly
in the singles' bar
magnifying loneliness
her thick eye glasses
Viet nam monument
darkened by autumn rain
my dead brother's name
autumn twilight
the wreath on the door
lifts in the wind
i am very thankful and delighted to have talked with Tony Virgilio,
thank you Tony........michaela
At a poetry reading i met his brother Tony, who talked with me about Nicks
early days writing haiku, i really enjoyed our conversation about Nick's life.
i would like to include a few of the poems we discussed.
the following haiku poems were written by Nicholas Virgilio:
lily
out of the water
out of itself
over spatterdocks
turning at corners of air
dragonfly
in the singles' bar
magnifying loneliness
her thick eye glasses
Viet nam monument
darkened by autumn rain
my dead brother's name
autumn twilight
the wreath on the door
lifts in the wind
i am very thankful and delighted to have talked with Tony Virgilio,
thank you Tony........michaela
Monday, October 3, 2011
haiku by Kayla
autumn
through fallen leaves
so much more sky
together
spinning in circles
butterflies
autumn
sunset in the fork
of the maple tree
autumn
seeing the trees
undress
full moon
shadows of the willow tree
spread across the yard
circling overhead
the crying sound
of a lonely hawk
always walking
never in a hurry
shield bug on the wall
dresser table
my mothers ring
now cold
mothers' grave
leaves fall gently
on the still earth
visiting mothers' grave
a flock of noisy starlings
fill a nearby tree
mothers'grave
i sweep away the leaves
covering her name
near mothers' grave
on top of a tomb stone
an unopened cup of coffee
below the giant oak
a young dogwood shows
her first blossoms
tulip poplar
towers high above the house
its baby just grass high
strange rainy season
seeing the deck boards
green with moss
my lost sister
the campfire out
ashes blow in the wind
garden roots
smelling the sweet scent
of sassafras
dead oak
a woodpecker taps out
a morning meal
through fallen leaves
so much more sky
together
spinning in circles
butterflies
autumn
sunset in the fork
of the maple tree
autumn
seeing the trees
undress
full moon
shadows of the willow tree
spread across the yard
circling overhead
the crying sound
of a lonely hawk
always walking
never in a hurry
shield bug on the wall
dresser table
my mothers ring
now cold
mothers' grave
leaves fall gently
on the still earth
visiting mothers' grave
a flock of noisy starlings
fill a nearby tree
mothers'grave
i sweep away the leaves
covering her name
near mothers' grave
on top of a tomb stone
an unopened cup of coffee
below the giant oak
a young dogwood shows
her first blossoms
tulip poplar
towers high above the house
its baby just grass high
strange rainy season
seeing the deck boards
green with moss
my lost sister
the campfire out
ashes blow in the wind
garden roots
smelling the sweet scent
of sassafras
dead oak
a woodpecker taps out
a morning meal
Friday, September 16, 2011
bottle of stars
here is a collage from my collage journal using a similar idea , i used some astrophotography prints and made drawings of old bottles from my old bottle collection,i love the shape and colors of old glass......enjoy , michaela
here is a poem i wrote about this college that is on the opposite journal page
Create art
in the bottle you shall see
the stars of the pleiades
in the bottle filled with blue
all mysteries unfold for you
in the stars patterns lie
some shaped like kites that fly
in the stars charioteer and cart
in the stars He displays His art.
ships in a bottle
This collage was inspired by some old pen and ink drawings of ships that i found at a flee market in the Pocono's. The ground is a small 5x7 in. canvas panel,the background is text from the same book that the drawings came from. i made sketches of old bottles on the back of the ink drawings,then cut them out using a craft knife. i don't want to explain in detail how to collage , there is a lot of material available ,i do enjoy sharing my work with others, maybe it will be an inspiration....... michaela
Thursday, September 15, 2011
haiku by Kayla
cemetery
at father's grave
an empty bench
gusty night
the sound of wind chimes
fills up the darkness
rainy day
seeing clouds drift
across the puddles
in the stillness
in the quiet
a lonely field
children off to college
a robins nest in the juniper
now empty
her beautiful dress unfolds
a red rose bud opens
in the side yard
cold morning
African violets bloom
in the warm window box
autumn soon ending
the weeds now withered
the trees now bare
bedroom window
seeing the pleiades
rise above the trees
end of autumn
seeing the squirrels carry leaves
back up the tree
autumn migration
the sound of geese
high overhead
suddenly
the dragon fly completely still
completely bronze
hanging in the shed
my childhood bugle
silent all these years
quiet night
the andromeda galaxy
now above our house
lonely white cat
out of the darkness
into the darkness
quiet house
i cannot find it
cricket with a loud voice
at father's grave
an empty bench
gusty night
the sound of wind chimes
fills up the darkness
rainy day
seeing clouds drift
across the puddles
in the stillness
in the quiet
a lonely field
children off to college
a robins nest in the juniper
now empty
her beautiful dress unfolds
a red rose bud opens
in the side yard
cold morning
African violets bloom
in the warm window box
autumn soon ending
the weeds now withered
the trees now bare
bedroom window
seeing the pleiades
rise above the trees
end of autumn
seeing the squirrels carry leaves
back up the tree
autumn migration
the sound of geese
high overhead
suddenly
the dragon fly completely still
completely bronze
hanging in the shed
my childhood bugle
silent all these years
quiet night
the andromeda galaxy
now above our house
lonely white cat
out of the darkness
into the darkness
quiet house
i cannot find it
cricket with a loud voice
double stars
Here's a nice beginners site on double stars,be careful they can become very addictive.........michaela http://www.eaglecreekobservatory.org/eco
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Collage art by Kayla
14x14 inches
i had a lot of fun making this collage, the ground is a piece of Plexiglas and the background - old sheet music, i used artist papers to make the images by drawing on the back of the sheet then carefully cut the images out with an craft knife.
i used mod podge as a glue.
Monday, July 18, 2011
Tanka by Kayla
the woodland trees
pull in darkness
at dusk
color fades away
everything becomes quiet
my father the railroader
boards a train
on his last ride home
it passes silently
into the darkness
pull in darkness
at dusk
color fades away
everything becomes quiet
my father the railroader
boards a train
on his last ride home
it passes silently
into the darkness
Haiku by Kayla
sunny fragrant day
the metal sheds' interior
dark and musty
vapor trails overhead
last nights snail trails
spread across the sidewalk
this summer
more clover
more rabbits
telescope
stars inside
lightning bugs outside
campfire out
i wash my hands
in a pan of stars
campfire
glimpses of faces
come and go
night fishing
my bobber drifts
across the moon
side walk
a baby robin opens wide
as i pass by
the metal sheds' interior
dark and musty
vapor trails overhead
last nights snail trails
spread across the sidewalk
this summer
more clover
more rabbits
telescope
stars inside
lightning bugs outside
campfire out
i wash my hands
in a pan of stars
campfire
glimpses of faces
come and go
night fishing
my bobber drifts
across the moon
side walk
a baby robin opens wide
as i pass by
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
"Missing you " , a poem by Kayla
today
i will walk the same path
through the grassy field,
perhaps
i will see you again,
like the purple crocus
does our friendship
face only one way?
or is it fleeting,
like a shooting star?
like the rising
of the morning sun,
and the sweet sound of the song birds,
i need you
to be my friend
i walk the path everyday
through the grassy field,
hoping to see you,
and at night
hoping to see a shooting star.
i will walk the same path
through the grassy field,
perhaps
i will see you again,
like the purple crocus
does our friendship
face only one way?
or is it fleeting,
like a shooting star?
like the rising
of the morning sun,
and the sweet sound of the song birds,
i need you
to be my friend
i walk the path everyday
through the grassy field,
hoping to see you,
and at night
hoping to see a shooting star.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Making Handmade Books: The Mystery & Desire of the Creative Process
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Making Handmade Books: The Sky Is Not Falling on the Book
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Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Making Handmade Books: The Maker's Continuum
Making Handmade Books: The Maker's Continuum: "If the maker's life were a radio, rather than a series of buttons to punch it might have a knob that could slowly turn between hobby and art..."
Making Handmade Books: Product Testing: Letraset Aqua Markers
Making Handmade Books: Product Testing: Letraset Aqua Markers: "The Letraset Aqua Markers that I had been waiting for arrived two weekends ago in a box substantial enough to be exciting. Inside, I found ..."
Making Handmade Books: Product Testing: Watercolor Ground and Walnut Ink
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Making Handmade Books: Invited to Adapt
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Making Handmade Books: Slot & Tab Tunnel Book Project
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Saturday, May 28, 2011
Tanka Memorial Day poem by Kayla
this morning
our flag flies
in the sunlight
we stand in silence
next to the memories of our fallen
our flag flies
in the sunlight
we stand in silence
next to the memories of our fallen
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Tanka poem by Kayla
on this may morning
the scent of lilac
in the side yard
memories of my mother
happy mother's day mom
the scent of lilac
in the side yard
memories of my mother
happy mother's day mom
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Making Handmade Books: Writing An Artist Statement
Making Handmade Books: Writing An Artist Statement: "When working with words, it seems natural that you have to know what you are saying before you can write. Most visual artists know instincti..."
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Tanka poem by Kayla
in blazing yellow star light
swirling color of purple
my fighter kite and i
connected by a string
dance with the wind
swirling color of purple
my fighter kite and i
connected by a string
dance with the wind
Monday, May 2, 2011
My birthday
the sun rises
above the trees
on this may morning
i contemplate the many trips
i have made around our star
above the trees
on this may morning
i contemplate the many trips
i have made around our star
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Making Handmade Books: Defining Book Art: What's in a Name?
Making Handmade Books: Defining Book Art: What's in a Name?: "Even after nearly three decades of making books, I still get asked what I do. I also have to give it a name, and I have to describe it so pe..."
Monday, April 25, 2011
astronomy double stars
I found an interesting blog on bouble stars called the star splitters,
I think those of you who are interested in double stars will enjoy this site
click on http://www.bestdoubles.wordpress.com/
Have fun
Michaela
I think those of you who are interested in double stars will enjoy this site
click on http://www.bestdoubles.wordpress.com/
Have fun
Michaela
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Tanka poems by Kayla
Tanka meaning "short song", is a name for a short form of lyric verse which originated in Japan over a thousand years ago. Tanka first became known in the West about one hundred years ago. I found it to be a perfect form for me to express my feelings and to use to journal. It's also very handy for text used in hand made books. Here is a Tanka I just wrote after a visit to my old home town.
passing by
strangers live there now
in our old house
where memories of my childhood live
i am the only one left
passing by
strangers live there now
in our old house
where memories of my childhood live
i am the only one left
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Tanka poems by Kayla
summer morning
after leaving the boardwalk
i write a poem
and place it in a bottle
for the ocean to read
pouring rain
a robin searches for worms
on the front lawn
i think about that bike trip
to the shore in the rain
a ground hog
stops and looks both ways
before crossing the street
i think of how hard it was
to get our kids to do that
the new fence
around the garden
tore down by kids
i recall destroying
my brother's model car
a little girl
plays with her doll
on the side porch
memories of my sister
holding emily susan
a sparrow
sips dew droplets
in early morning
barefooted i cross the wet grass
to fetch today's paper
a baby rabbit
chewing dandelion leaves
in the front yard
i think about the cost
of yesterdays salad
dark sky
a bright jupiter
rises above the trees
i think of a poem
by walt whitman
cemetery
the names of the dead sink deeper
into the autumn leaves
i sweep them with my hands
uncovering my mothers name
bitter cold outside
african violets bloom
in the warm kitchen
i stand waiting
for the coffee water to boil
for sale
large farm equipment and tomb stones
at the west end fair
i sit on a bench
listening to country music
above the trash cans
above the trees
the stars of orion
lie on their side
in the western sky
chilly winds
the leaves of autumn
tumble down the street
where i've lived
for over forty years
a hawk flies away
mockingbird feathers
scatter in the wind
my thoughts about
how delicate our days are
walt whitman's tomb
seeing leaves of grass
still growing there
i imagine hearing him say
what i assume you shall assume
mausoleum
seeing only darkness
through the peep hole
i look into the past
and into the future
after leaving the boardwalk
i write a poem
and place it in a bottle
for the ocean to read
pouring rain
a robin searches for worms
on the front lawn
i think about that bike trip
to the shore in the rain
a ground hog
stops and looks both ways
before crossing the street
i think of how hard it was
to get our kids to do that
the new fence
around the garden
tore down by kids
i recall destroying
my brother's model car
a little girl
plays with her doll
on the side porch
memories of my sister
holding emily susan
a sparrow
sips dew droplets
in early morning
barefooted i cross the wet grass
to fetch today's paper
a baby rabbit
chewing dandelion leaves
in the front yard
i think about the cost
of yesterdays salad
dark sky
a bright jupiter
rises above the trees
i think of a poem
by walt whitman
cemetery
the names of the dead sink deeper
into the autumn leaves
i sweep them with my hands
uncovering my mothers name
bitter cold outside
african violets bloom
in the warm kitchen
i stand waiting
for the coffee water to boil
for sale
large farm equipment and tomb stones
at the west end fair
i sit on a bench
listening to country music
above the trash cans
above the trees
the stars of orion
lie on their side
in the western sky
chilly winds
the leaves of autumn
tumble down the street
where i've lived
for over forty years
a hawk flies away
mockingbird feathers
scatter in the wind
my thoughts about
how delicate our days are
walt whitman's tomb
seeing leaves of grass
still growing there
i imagine hearing him say
what i assume you shall assume
mausoleum
seeing only darkness
through the peep hole
i look into the past
and into the future
Monday, April 11, 2011
collage art by Kayla
I made the image for this collage from newspaper, the background is paper towel ripped into small pieces then glued to the maple wood ground. I use acrylic medium as a glue,mod podge also works well. I used some buttons for embellishments ....I love buttons !!
This collage uses the same methods ,the image is unique it's made from a late 1800's Sear and Roebuck catalog, After drawing the image on the very brittle paper , I cut it out using an x-acto knife,then very carefully glued it onto the background.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
mobile art by Kayla
I am interested in the hanging, kinetic art form called a "mobile" invented by Alexander Calder an American artist living in Paris. for information on Calder click on http://www.calder.org/
This small mobile is made with simple materials, the horizontal elements are bamboo and the vertical elements are 30 lb Dacron line. I really enjoy this art form, I love things that move. When the sun is at the right angle the crystal hanging from the bottom element splits the light into a rainbow. Its surprising to see all of the different places within the room that the rainbow appears!
Here is another mobile of the same type, one of the unique features of mobile art is that it keeps recomposing itself. An advantage of using bamboo sticks in a mobile design is that they have a small surface area,so the mobile moves slowly.
This small mobile is made with simple materials, the horizontal elements are bamboo and the vertical elements are 30 lb Dacron line. I really enjoy this art form, I love things that move. When the sun is at the right angle the crystal hanging from the bottom element splits the light into a rainbow. Its surprising to see all of the different places within the room that the rainbow appears!
Here is another mobile of the same type, one of the unique features of mobile art is that it keeps recomposing itself. An advantage of using bamboo sticks in a mobile design is that they have a small surface area,so the mobile moves slowly.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Tanka poems by Kayla
passing seasons
worn thin on her finger
a wedding ring
the only thing she owns
after years of serving him
gentle breeze
a spider weaves her web
moving clockwise
she sews her thread to each spoke
weaving a perfect spiral
a cold crisp dawn
a hawk stands
over her prey
feathers roll and scatter
in a field of sunshine
grandson's classroom
an english lesson written
on the blackboard
all the things i should know
to write poetry but don't
in my mind
it suddenly appears
then passes away
the black hearse without a door
moving without a sound
side yard
even the lilac blossoms
seem sad today
how many more springs
will they see?
when we seeded
the field
with clover
you should see the joy
on the faces of the rabbits
the veteran
race car driver
on his final ride
passes by his house
in a hearse
in the basement
she moves slowly
grabbing at the darkness
that makes her hair stand on end
to the fear of what might be there
front porch swing
a mosquito searches
for her meal
she lands on my arm
this little vampire
rising over
the trees this summer evening
the red planet mars
closer to he earth tonight
then 60,000 years ago
cemetery
happy birthday balloons
floating above the grave stones
memories of all the parties
she was invited to but missed
dandelions
spread across the lawn
bursting yellow
the color of the sun
and old piper cubs
every spring
i listen to the tree frogs
celebrating
the anniversary
of our romance
she's 3000 years old
i am fascinated
by her eyelashes
how beautiful
how delicate
not the sweet spring air
nor the sound of tree frogs
nor the scent of honeysuckle
but the memory of you
and our first kiss
native american children
perform a native dance
at the west end fair
they touch me in a surprising way
i am moved to tears
early morning
on top of the mountain
so far from the ocean
yet i hear the lonely sound
of a buoy
God
the universe
dusk in the park
i watch the bats
flying overhead
with the sound
of the train's whistle
thoughts of my father
alive again
full of life
a huge red fire truck
roars around the corner
driven by a man
that i held in my arms
when he was a baby
worn thin on her finger
a wedding ring
the only thing she owns
after years of serving him
gentle breeze
a spider weaves her web
moving clockwise
she sews her thread to each spoke
weaving a perfect spiral
a cold crisp dawn
a hawk stands
over her prey
feathers roll and scatter
in a field of sunshine
grandson's classroom
an english lesson written
on the blackboard
all the things i should know
to write poetry but don't
in my mind
it suddenly appears
then passes away
the black hearse without a door
moving without a sound
side yard
even the lilac blossoms
seem sad today
how many more springs
will they see?
when we seeded
the field
with clover
you should see the joy
on the faces of the rabbits
the veteran
race car driver
on his final ride
passes by his house
in a hearse
in the basement
she moves slowly
grabbing at the darkness
that makes her hair stand on end
to the fear of what might be there
front porch swing
a mosquito searches
for her meal
she lands on my arm
this little vampire
rising over
the trees this summer evening
the red planet mars
closer to he earth tonight
then 60,000 years ago
cemetery
happy birthday balloons
floating above the grave stones
memories of all the parties
she was invited to but missed
dandelions
spread across the lawn
bursting yellow
the color of the sun
and old piper cubs
every spring
i listen to the tree frogs
celebrating
the anniversary
of our romance
she's 3000 years old
i am fascinated
by her eyelashes
how beautiful
how delicate
not the sweet spring air
nor the sound of tree frogs
nor the scent of honeysuckle
but the memory of you
and our first kiss
native american children
perform a native dance
at the west end fair
they touch me in a surprising way
i am moved to tears
early morning
on top of the mountain
so far from the ocean
yet i hear the lonely sound
of a buoy
God
the universe
dusk in the park
i watch the bats
flying overhead
with the sound
of the train's whistle
thoughts of my father
alive again
full of life
a huge red fire truck
roars around the corner
driven by a man
that i held in my arms
when he was a baby
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Fighter kite art by Kayla
One of my other passions making fighter kites.. I enjoy using all types of material for the sail. I have used mylar gift wrap, Japanese tissue, gift wrap tissue, plastic bag, nylon fabric, The best material for art kites is tyvek or tissue or any light paper, in fact I have used news paper for art kites. Most of my fighter kite art is done on a tyvek sail. The fighter kite shown in the picture is a tyvek postal envelope with acrylic ink. The kite size is 1.3 square foot and uses a .050 carbon fiber rod, sometimes I use a bamboo rod for a cross spar and the spine.
my fighter kite
a delta formed from
two sticks and a sail
in this simple shape lives
the spirit of all kites
on the soccer field
in a cloudless sky
a bright red fighter kite
and my spirit
dance with the wind
flying my fighter kite
tiny violets share the spot
where i am standing
on the surface of the earth
revolving around a star
am i to end in dust
then set me free in the sky
to swirl in the sun's light
a rainbow colored kite
dancing with the wind
today my spirit
is a pink fighter kite
flying through the sky
spinning and floating on air
a dance with the wind
my fighter kite
a delta formed from
two sticks and a sail
in this simple shape lives
the spirit of all kites
on the soccer field
in a cloudless sky
a bright red fighter kite
and my spirit
dance with the wind
flying my fighter kite
tiny violets share the spot
where i am standing
on the surface of the earth
revolving around a star
am i to end in dust
then set me free in the sky
to swirl in the sun's light
a rainbow colored kite
dancing with the wind
today my spirit
is a pink fighter kite
flying through the sky
spinning and floating on air
a dance with the wind
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Tanka poems by Kayla
dusk
as light fades away
images follow
a world of sounds
and spots in the darkness
everyday
he sits near a window
always reading something
as i walk by we exchange waves
another day welcomed
summer
a hot humid nasty night
i sit alone
listening to the clock
tick away the darkness
last spring
the three of us threw stones
into the river
now i stand here alone
with a white stone in hand
spring surprise
the scent of hyacinth
perfuming the yard
not knowing they bloomed
until i smelt them
passing me in the darkness
the dark form of a woman
we exchange warm hello's
without any more words
she walks into the night
his first car
parked in the side yard
since it's retirement
sinks into the ground
a pigeon colored gravestone
avalon beach
she walks on the edge
of america
barefooted
a real jersey girl
atlantic ocean
moss green colored waves
ebb and flow
like our need
to breath in and to breath out
all grown up
the children who swung
from the tire swing
i carry the dry rotted tire
and rope to the curb
up all night
composing a poem
about the universe
sleeping on a pillow of stars
drifting toward the sun
as light fades away
images follow
a world of sounds
and spots in the darkness
everyday
he sits near a window
always reading something
as i walk by we exchange waves
another day welcomed
summer
a hot humid nasty night
i sit alone
listening to the clock
tick away the darkness
last spring
the three of us threw stones
into the river
now i stand here alone
with a white stone in hand
spring surprise
the scent of hyacinth
perfuming the yard
not knowing they bloomed
until i smelt them
passing me in the darkness
the dark form of a woman
we exchange warm hello's
without any more words
she walks into the night
his first car
parked in the side yard
since it's retirement
sinks into the ground
a pigeon colored gravestone
avalon beach
she walks on the edge
of america
barefooted
a real jersey girl
atlantic ocean
moss green colored waves
ebb and flow
like our need
to breath in and to breath out
all grown up
the children who swung
from the tire swing
i carry the dry rotted tire
and rope to the curb
up all night
composing a poem
about the universe
sleeping on a pillow of stars
drifting toward the sun
Monday, March 28, 2011
Tanka poems by Kayla
I thought i would explain one of my tanka poems for those not familiar with the many ways that they may be inspired . My father was visited daily by a large white fallow cat that he nursed back to reasonable health. That cat he named puss,loved my father and would come from the woods to be with him. The last time that i saw this cat he was sitting on top of a picnic table. Years later i had this experience:
cleaning his face
on top of a picnic bench
a large white cat
my father's puss
raised from the dead
side yard
pigeons lift off flying
in circles
the path that my life
often takes
rabbit chewing clover
a hawk circles
overhead
such a delicate balance
this life of ours
dim stars overhead
bright flashes of fireflies
in the hedgerow
a car's headlights
wash out this whole scene
cleaning his face
on top of a picnic bench
a large white cat
my father's puss
raised from the dead
side yard
pigeons lift off flying
in circles
the path that my life
often takes
rabbit chewing clover
a hawk circles
overhead
such a delicate balance
this life of ours
dim stars overhead
bright flashes of fireflies
in the hedgerow
a car's headlights
wash out this whole scene
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Tanka poems by Kayla
train station
while a mockingbird sings
we sit and we wait
time moves toward us
i watch as time moves away around the bend
first day of spring
a rabbit gathers withered weeds
for her nest
no need for prenatal care
or an OBGYN
winter indoors
where does she come from?
this shield bug
walking across
the kitchen wall
dusk
one last crow descends
onto a poplar
she pulls
in the darkness
while a mockingbird sings
we sit and we wait
time moves toward us
i watch as time moves away around the bend
first day of spring
a rabbit gathers withered weeds
for her nest
no need for prenatal care
or an OBGYN
winter indoors
where does she come from?
this shield bug
walking across
the kitchen wall
dusk
one last crow descends
onto a poplar
she pulls
in the darkness
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Tanka poems by Kayla
sparrow gets away
the calico cat
flicks her tail
signaling
another day gone bad
not by tragedy
nor fear, nor evil
unconcerned
the honey bee collects her honey
the mockingbird sings her song
night stillness
hearing deer move
through the darkness
leaves rustling
and sticks cracking
spring
seeing purple crocus
peeking through brown grasses
such beauty
from tiny seeds
pine tree branch
a red tail hawk looking at me
me looking back
pleased
to share her space
bright
beautiful baby blue
summer sky
the color
of her eyes
a worm
struggles on the sidewalk
pushing away
the terrible effects
of the sun
through woodlands
through mountains
on our life's journey
through all that's beautiful
we nourish our spirit
a special needs
little girl struggles to walk
our smiles embrace
i want to hug her
i want to heal her
words on a tomb stone
as i am now
you shall be
prepare in time
to follow me
the calico cat
flicks her tail
signaling
another day gone bad
not by tragedy
nor fear, nor evil
unconcerned
the honey bee collects her honey
the mockingbird sings her song
night stillness
hearing deer move
through the darkness
leaves rustling
and sticks cracking
spring
seeing purple crocus
peeking through brown grasses
such beauty
from tiny seeds
pine tree branch
a red tail hawk looking at me
me looking back
pleased
to share her space
bright
beautiful baby blue
summer sky
the color
of her eyes
a worm
struggles on the sidewalk
pushing away
the terrible effects
of the sun
through woodlands
through mountains
on our life's journey
through all that's beautiful
we nourish our spirit
a special needs
little girl struggles to walk
our smiles embrace
i want to hug her
i want to heal her
words on a tomb stone
as i am now
you shall be
prepare in time
to follow me
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Tanka poems by Kayla
a climb to the top
of our scrubpine world
blueberry hill
where you can see into the moment
and find that quiet place within
a lonely moon
above the trees
seen through these old eyes
so many moons
so many memories
the moon rises
above the trees
where we last met
i long for you to come
even as the moon sets
overcast skies
its been raining
for days
my mood getting gloomy
i wonder when will it stop
our dog puddles
her first litter snuggles
close to her
somehow she knows
how to care for her puppies
for information on how to write Tanga click on http://www.tankaonline.com/
for Tanga poems from K.Kei click on http://www.kujakupoet.blogspot.com/
of our scrubpine world
blueberry hill
where you can see into the moment
and find that quiet place within
a lonely moon
above the trees
seen through these old eyes
so many moons
so many memories
the moon rises
above the trees
where we last met
i long for you to come
even as the moon sets
overcast skies
its been raining
for days
my mood getting gloomy
i wonder when will it stop
our dog puddles
her first litter snuggles
close to her
somehow she knows
how to care for her puppies
for information on how to write Tanga click on http://www.tankaonline.com/
for Tanga poems from K.Kei click on http://www.kujakupoet.blogspot.com/
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Making Handmade Books: The Book As Place
Making Handmade Books: The Book As Place: "One thing I did not take into account when I went back to school was how much I relied on the physical structure of my artist's books to gro..."
Making Handmade Books: Lessons from The Snake Book
Making Handmade Books: Lessons from The Snake Book: "I've made the snake book (MHB, 39) many times, but last Friday I had an epiphany about it. A small one, but a useful one to me. The snake bo..."
Making Handmade Books: Content & Layout: Mini Origami Book
Making Handmade Books: Content & Layout: Mini Origami Book: "Vladimir Nabokov believed that there is 'a kind of delicate meeting place between imagination and knowledge, a point, arrived at by diminish..."
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Haiku by Kayla
color of the sun
daffodils shine
through withered weeds
cold spring
robins huddle together
in the pine hay
spring rains
the puddles filling up
with starlings
spring hedgerow
sparrow
on sparrow
dull brown grasses
bright violet crocus
gather nearby
spring morning
yellow daffodils
bow to the wind
on the hedgerow
on the air
the scent of honeysuckle
neighborhood cat
roaming out of the darkness
into the darkness
singing in the rain
a mockingbird
in the hedgerow
this season
more clover
more rabbits
campfire
glimpses of faces
come and go
overcast sky
hearing honking geese
overhead
tossed bread
sparrows gather
on the sidewalk
campfire
snapping and popping
my thoughts
daffodils shine
through withered weeds
cold spring
robins huddle together
in the pine hay
spring rains
the puddles filling up
with starlings
spring hedgerow
sparrow
on sparrow
dull brown grasses
bright violet crocus
gather nearby
spring morning
yellow daffodils
bow to the wind
on the hedgerow
on the air
the scent of honeysuckle
neighborhood cat
roaming out of the darkness
into the darkness
singing in the rain
a mockingbird
in the hedgerow
this season
more clover
more rabbits
campfire
glimpses of faces
come and go
overcast sky
hearing honking geese
overhead
tossed bread
sparrows gather
on the sidewalk
campfire
snapping and popping
my thoughts
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Double stars
Viewing double stars is another passion ! whenever possible I take my little refactor telescope out under a dark night sky to split double star systems. I enjoy the search for them using star maps and binoculars. I love the different colors and magnitude contrast, you would have to hunt one down and see for yourself to really appreciate how lovely these little gems are.
Information about double stars can be found at http://www.skyandtelescope.com/
Information about double stars can be found at http://www.skyandtelescope.com/
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Whymsicallotus: Journal pages continued...
Whymsicallotus: Journal pages continued...: "I thought I would post a few more pages before going to bed... ; ) This next one is an example of what I do when I get frustrated with a pa..."
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Making Handmade Books: Mini Origami Book
Making Handmade Books: Mini Origami Book: "Origami paper sometimes comes with the diagrams to make this little book. In 1997, I would have included it in Creating Handmade Books, but ..."
Queen Annes' lace by Kayla
Softly swaying in sunshine,
a titanium white girly lace
supported by a delicate concentric structure
like the bones of an umbrella,
that connects at its center ,
to a tall green apple colored stem
providing a handy footpath
for various walking insects to explore,
at the top of this space needle,
where the color green turns to white,
small insects , some black, some brown,
examine the fragile lace for food,
black flies, hornets, and wasps
come and go,
landing or lifting off
from their bowl shaped heliport.
a titanium white girly lace
supported by a delicate concentric structure
like the bones of an umbrella,
that connects at its center ,
to a tall green apple colored stem
providing a handy footpath
for various walking insects to explore,
at the top of this space needle,
where the color green turns to white,
small insects , some black, some brown,
examine the fragile lace for food,
black flies, hornets, and wasps
come and go,
landing or lifting off
from their bowl shaped heliport.
Fishing on the lake a poem by Kayla
A large oak
with copious green leaves
cast a shadow
over the black
coffee colored
still lake water
its smooth surface
rippled
by a passing breeze
that carries a leaf
and lays it down
on the shadowy water
where a bluegill
incessantly
slurps at it
its attention
piqued
by the leaf
I offer my best
hand tied fuzzy
black fly
dropping it
atop
the floating leaf
then teasing the line abit,
whack!
the bright yellow line pulls
and jerks my hand
every movement
of the runaway felt
carefully
I ease her in
gently removing
from her mouth
that which
caused her fear
and holding her
in the shallow water
until calmed
I release her
to live
freely.
with copious green leaves
cast a shadow
over the black
coffee colored
still lake water
its smooth surface
rippled
by a passing breeze
that carries a leaf
and lays it down
on the shadowy water
where a bluegill
incessantly
slurps at it
its attention
piqued
by the leaf
I offer my best
hand tied fuzzy
black fly
dropping it
atop
the floating leaf
then teasing the line abit,
whack!
the bright yellow line pulls
and jerks my hand
every movement
of the runaway felt
carefully
I ease her in
gently removing
from her mouth
that which
caused her fear
and holding her
in the shallow water
until calmed
I release her
to live
freely.
Tanka poems by Kayla
In the stillness of night
I hear a distant train whistle,
a sound so haunting,
freeing memories of father,
a sound fading into darkness.
2
In the front yard
the bikes rest against
the pine tree,
all winter, the doll
in the pine hay.
3
Corner of the yard,
the rusted tricycle
overgrown with weeds,
only squirrels
play there now.
4
The cabin empty
everything still,
everything quiet,
the lonely swan drifts on the lake
until the children return.
5
On the dresser table,
my mother's ring
now cold,
warm memories of her
live on.
Information on writting Tanka can be found at http://www.tankaonline.com/
I hear a distant train whistle,
a sound so haunting,
freeing memories of father,
a sound fading into darkness.
2
In the front yard
the bikes rest against
the pine tree,
all winter, the doll
in the pine hay.
3
Corner of the yard,
the rusted tricycle
overgrown with weeds,
only squirrels
play there now.
4
The cabin empty
everything still,
everything quiet,
the lonely swan drifts on the lake
until the children return.
5
On the dresser table,
my mother's ring
now cold,
warm memories of her
live on.
Information on writting Tanka can be found at http://www.tankaonline.com/
Friday, March 4, 2011
A poem by Kayla "She is An Eagle"
She is an eagle
and love her sky,
soaring over fields
singing lullabies,
rising circles of silence
she embraces the sky,
in ecstasy
she will forever fly.
and love her sky,
soaring over fields
singing lullabies,
rising circles of silence
she embraces the sky,
in ecstasy
she will forever fly.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Hand made books Abecedary-star names
Inspired by Alisa Golden's tips on format and content I thought of making a Abecedary using stars names. Many of these stars are bright and can be seen "naked eye" . I choose a black background for large paper stars that would contain the name of a star. Each paper star is given the actual color of the star based on its temperature . The choice of black for the background represents the night sky.
I used a concertina format to represent star movement in both time and position.
I am working on being able to take pictures of my book so you will be able to see it . I really enjoy working on book art! Somehow I managed to upload these pictures yea!
I used a concertina format to represent star movement in both time and position.
I am working on being able to take pictures of my book so you will be able to see it . I really enjoy working on book art! Somehow I managed to upload these pictures yea!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Collage artist Claudine Hellmuth
I have her book Collage Discovery Workshop , It is an excellent book and started me on my collage journey. Claudine can be found at her web site : www.collageartist.com
Making Handmade Books: When Is It Art?
Making Handmade Books: When Is It Art?: "A question came up on another blog that touched me, one that I wanted to look at: 'How do you know if it will be art when you're throug..."
Sunday, February 27, 2011
The Tunnel Project: Across the Pond
The Tunnel Project: Across the Pond: "(Backstory: I'm studying abroad in London for the semester) Where there's a subway, there's a busker, or at least that's what it seems. Dur..."
Making Handmade Books: Restart with a Single Signature
Making Handmade Books: Restart with a Single Signature: "It can be hard to find that first word, hard to choose that first piece of paper for a project, just alarmingly difficult to begin anything...."
Making Handmade Books: Appropriate(d) Behavior in Art
Making Handmade Books: Appropriate(d) Behavior in Art: "I suppose I have a preference when it comes to using other people's work in my own: I try not to do it. I'm not against all art that incorpo..."
Friday, February 25, 2011
The Sketchbook Challenge: finding inspiration
The Sketchbook Challenge: finding inspiration: "Maybe this happens to you too; you want to work in your sketchbook but you just can think of anything to sketch. Well here's an idea f..."
The Sketchbook Challenge: Get a blog badge here!
The Sketchbook Challenge: Get a blog badge here!: " If you'd like to put a badge on your blog for the Sketchbook Challenge Project, just copy the following code and insert it on your blo..."
Jane Reichhold's haiku web page
Jane has a wonderful web page on haiku, http://www.ahapoetry.com/ , her bolg can also be accesed here
Thursday, February 24, 2011
bethquinndesigns: she is going to the farm
bethquinndesigns: she is going to the farm: "Yes ... my next fun event is in May ... where I will be vending at the amazing Na Da Farm in Illinois ... I can't wait to see everyone ... a..."
Haiku moments by Kayla
snow covered ground
the neighbors' cat cries
into the darkness
winter snow storm
the neighbors' chickens
still pecking
geese pass overhead
a part of me
follows them
bouncing on the ground
rounded bits of snow
gather the whiteness
december night
very cold
very quiet
winter sunset
one by one the neighbors chickens
go to bed
chilly morning
warm sunshine
lights up my face
among the beer cans
weeds and litter
beautiful flowers
the neighbors' cat cries
into the darkness
winter snow storm
the neighbors' chickens
still pecking
geese pass overhead
a part of me
follows them
bouncing on the ground
rounded bits of snow
gather the whiteness
december night
very cold
very quiet
winter sunset
one by one the neighbors chickens
go to bed
chilly morning
warm sunshine
lights up my face
among the beer cans
weeds and litter
beautiful flowers
kelly rae: taking a look back on my mondo beyondo dreams
kelly rae: taking a look back on my mondo beyondo dreams: "hey friends, as i get ready to venture off to chicago later this week for the oprah taping, i've been thinking about my mondo beyondo drea..."
kelly rae: monday inspiration
kelly rae: monday inspiration: "as i try and focus on some pressing deadlines and other home projects over here (including trying to figure out WHAT TO WEAR TO OPRAH!!!!)..."
kelly rae: breaking out of a creative rut - by ali edwards
kelly rae: breaking out of a creative rut - by ali edwards: "hey guys, oprah was amazing. really truly amazing. it was a once in a lifetime experience, and our time in chicago (the whole three days) wa..."
kelly rae: home tour: our kitchen
kelly rae: home tour: our kitchen: "i'm so excited to finally share our home spaces with you guys! i'll be sharing photos of each room over the next few weeks, starting today..."
Good fighter kite site
I have a passion for fighter kites, I enjoy designing,building and flying these wonderful and spirited kites!!! an excellent source of information on fighter kites is Bruce Lamberts site http://www.fighterkitecentral.com/
kelly rae: happy anniversary, taking flight!
kelly rae: happy anniversary, taking flight!: "dear Taking Flight,it was two years ago this month that you were released out into the world. can you believe it? sometimes it feels like f..."
kelly rae: Weekly Sponsor Spotlight: Kate Johnson, True Essen...
kelly rae: Weekly Sponsor Spotlight: Kate Johnson, True Essen...: "Big thanks to my sponsors...I'm really enjoying these weekly sponsor spotlights where their creative talents and businesses are featured. If..."
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
kelly rae: Running with Joy
kelly rae: Running with Joy: "Hawaii was amazing. What a great, great trip. The helicopter ride (no doors!), snorkeling with the majestic sea turtles, all of the relax..."
Kelly Rae
I just read your article on blogging and this is my first attemp at a response . Thank you so much for you help!
Michael
Kelly Rae
I just read your article on blogging and this is my first attemp at a response . Thank you so much for you help!
Michael
Beginnings
This my first attempt at a blog , i have no idea what i am doing , i sure would like to share my interest with others, My interest: art especially collage, writting haiku,
designing,building and flying fighter kites, and i enjoy astronomy .... looking at the stars....... i hope there is someone out there??
designing,building and flying fighter kites, and i enjoy astronomy .... looking at the stars....... i hope there is someone out there??
Beginnings
I am just learning about blogging , I have no idea about what i am doing....
I sure would like to share my interests with others, I am interested in art,especially collage, and i also enjoy haiku , I build and fly fighter kites and have an interest in astronomy
I sure would like to share my interests with others, I am interested in art,especially collage, and i also enjoy haiku , I build and fly fighter kites and have an interest in astronomy
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